Yesterday, I was ready to completely give up. I crawled in the bed at before 5 and stayed there until 6 a.m. I was still tired this morning. I cried several times yesterday and first thing this morning. In fact, i've been tearful for several days now (a little over a week). Then, as the day went on, my mood lifted. Just like that. Granted, i missed my night meds last night, so that was a change, otherwise, same life, same situations, same stress. I truly don't know how I'm going to feel when i wake up, or by the end of a given day. I just shake my head. Does anyone else look at themselves after an episode and think, "What was that?"