What I mean by this is do you ever go see T, feel absolutely terrible - you e had a bad day, or something has triggered you - but you manage to kind of fly under their radar...? I've noticed I have been doing this a lot. Like I don't share much anyway, but sometimes I dissociate or space out, and they don't notice - I don't notice until later.. she has picked up on it once

I never intentionally do this and I'm always kicking myself after the fact. But I'm wondering if anyone else manages to dodge their T's suspicions? Sometimes I'm a little proud that I am still able to do this. But generally not, because that's not what I do there..