Just waking up it's almost 8am and I went to sleep at 1:30am.

Ah loving the broken clock inside my body. What was the point of setting an alarm clock if I was going to wake up early, anyway?

I have dr appointment today I am going to have to write it down what I want to ask him. Because I always forget when I get there!

I am so so tired of waking up early everyday either at 4-8am. But consider this if I am waking up early I either went to sleep at 9:30pm-1:30am. Then I am up for a copious amount of time to. I have been like this since Monday 9th(Canadian thanksgiving) and it's now the 19th so 10 days!

Hopefully my blood work doesn't take long to process or my urine sample! My doctor is checking my thyroid, stomach, liver, kidneys, and see if I am iron deficient. He wants to know why I have lost so much weight...it's so freaking hot in my place I said that last night too I wonder if I have a fever I don't have thermometer though to tell! I will ask my doc to take my temp!

My mom dropped off bottled water last night and when I asked her to be my ride from superstore I got like 5 excuses and like 5 insults all at the same time. As well telling me to take a cab home since I am miss money buckets (since last month I took a cab to the store last month but it was paid through something while my "ankle" was healing.).

I was like "gee, yeah I am just loaded to brim with money that's exactly why I am living off of mr noodles, KD, oatmeal with brown sugar, and sorbet!" (Sarcastically) so guess what's she gives me a half a bag of mini mars bars, 4 buns, 4 boxes of KD, 1 can of gateroade, 1 box of orange garbage bags- that I needed and a hug telling me all sorts of hurtful words whispered into my ear.

But I don't condone her thinking or her hurtful words/ insults. Yet when I need her for a ride it's like I sit on the bottom totem pole I never ever get to be top priority! But if it was my uncle 20 bucks he would get the first class seat even if he is getting out last!

Anyways I gotta think if I am going downstairs for breakfast or not?!?!?!