Thanks Saudade -- I'm not comparing myself to others. It just was a reality check. I want kids very badly and I'm sure that others know the feeling -- I already feel maternal feelings even though I haven't had my kids yet.

I've been in therapy for over 13 years -- it's not straight to medication. I heavily weighed the decision and decided that there could be some benefit if I work hard at therapy and give it 6 months. I'm not second-guessing myself in the least.

Thanks for your response!