My boss and another boss wants me to call 5 coworkers that I'm supposed to call "Team members" because I can't get a ride to work because my mom is gone to the city and I live in the middle of no where and have no friends to get a ride but everyone's so bitter but happy I hate people. One person I called and it came to voicemail saying in a negative tone "I'm busy" then it went beep. 2nd person I called said he couldn't cover for me but was probably lying.

I didn't bother calling the other 3 people. Why should I have to call? It doesn't make any sense and I'm sick of things not making sense. They could easily call themselves. Am I not responsible enough or something? Is there something I'm supposed to learn about this?

If I can't get a ride then I'm going to get fired probably and the only reason I wanted the job anyways was to keep myself busy and make a bit of extra money because I failed studying being sent to the psych ward all the time.

It's like when someone goes to voicemail, I think that it does that because the person knows I'm going to call before I even call.

I also want to go to the city with my mom and sister and enjoy myself because I'm depressed and it would be good for me.

I'm going to apply for another job maybe my last job and weld house anchors but the people there are assholes and look down on me because I'm new.

My mom is too stressed out to teach me how to drive my dads standard jeep so I can't get a drivers license.