I called the crisis line a little while ago. The lady on the phone tried to be nice. I explained about the tinnitus and the excessive sleeping. I explained that I went to the psych center . . . that there's nothing much anyone is going to do. Today they called and offered me an appointment to see a nurse over there.

I think about going to a psychiatrist in the community. That will take a few hundred dollars, just for the initial visit.

I think about calling the VA to hand over care of my boyfriend.

Now I just want to go to sleep.