So I just got out of IP. Long story don't worry about. I assumed I was going to be jobless; because, I hadn't worked long enough to gain fmla. Then I found out hr had tried to call me. I called back. They wanted me to talk to the company that handles all our leave. I figured I was screwed, but hey, what's a phone call going to hurt, right? Well, turns out I worked so much in the past two months I gained a full years benefits for fmla. (I just recently hit the 60 day mark too.) However, there's one huge stipulation: I need permission saying I am "mentally fit to work." My pdoc is on vacation. My T is a psychologist, and she is very ethically inclined. She will not just write a note, and she won't fudge it. This means I have to have one of those full on lengthy head exams. She may very well say no. Honestly, I wouldn't be surprised if she just said her answer was going to be no before I even tell her I needed the report, being that I didn't call her office to let her know I was having a mental health emergency in the first place. Plus I don't want to waste time. I do need a T appointment, but my job is getting PO'd at me b/c I'm getting an initial back to work day of sometime at the end of November, since I don't have report. I need the report NOW. I also NEED therapy.