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Old Oct 19, 2017, 04:40 PM
Nennenn Nennenn is offline
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Location: Marysville, Ca
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I feel the same way. And the reality is I don’t even know how to be there for myself when I feel this way. I’ve been lingering on the psychotic side of my spectrum for the last two years and he just isn’t working anymore. I started going to the therapist and all it has done is pointed out all the things that I always thought were just eccentric nennenn.

Sometimes I feel like the best thing they could do is just walk away and let me cope with it on my own. I mean I have been my whole life. Other times I just want my partner to hug me or hold me close and tell me or I’ll be OK. Of course the second he comes near me I want to shun him so there we are back-and-forth.

I am struggling a lot too and I don’t know what to say to myself either and certainly nothing anyone else will ever say will make it better. But I would like to offer you this but even when it seems the darkest at some point it will have to get better.



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Originally Posted by MiaToo View Post
Hi everyone...

This is my first post here. I'm sorry to dump, I just don't know where to turn or what to do.
I'm just lost when it comes to what I'm supposed to do. I feel like it doesn't matter what I do... If I just let my emotions go, if I entirely cut them away, if I work my little bum off going through a year of DBT and use every possible skill I've learn...

It doesn't matter who I talk to... Why is the response I get from every single person in my life when I'm struggle even in the slightest that "I don't know how to be there for you when you're like this".

I just feel so alone and so helpless... And it all makes me feel so worthless and incapable.

Does any of this make sense? Is any of it valid at all? Is there any advice anyone can offer to help or offer some hope?

I appreciate anything anyone can offer.
Mia