*safe hugs* if wanted
freewill, that must have been terrifying.

I have never been homeless, but I work with homeless people, and formerly homeless people... and the things I've seen are heartbreaking. I would be absolutely terrified to be homeless. It's not for the faint of heart.
I hope you can find some safe, snuggly things you can do to reaffirm your new reality, and ease some of your stress, fear and pain.