I am so glad it went well, luco
Don't read this next bit until/unless you need it, because you should fully enjoy your light hope, and I don't want to say anything that will bring anything else up. I'm hiding it in a box, but it's not negative, I promise.
Possible trigger:
I'm sorry for not responding sooner about the wave of grief.
Yes - the waves - they are literally physical. I know...I know. Do what you have to to survive it. While it's happening, we just survive. Scream, cry, throw up, thrash and feel like you are literally going to end. Sit on the floor - get as much pressure under you as you can and hold on tight. Ride the wave. I promise it won't kill you, even though it feels like you can't possibly survive - even if you feel like you wish it would do so, it won't kill you. It will pass. I promise. Even the biggest most violent waves pass.
If you feel you can't hold on any longer, ask for help. Your new T, whoever has the authority and ability to take over and make decisions for you. It's ok to hand over power while you focus on just surviving the wave.
It doesn't have to mean hospitalization, but it's ok if it does (I wish I'd gone).
See your new T multiple times a week if needed, see multiple Ts or attend Group T if needed. You have all the permission right now. Everything is allowed. It's going to be ok.