Sorry about your kitty. :/ I lost my old guy a bit over a year ago, and my younger foundling who would beat up on him a bit when they weren't cuddling is at an acquaintance's house for over a year now because I couldn't take care of her. It is so sad to lose them. There are two young adult cats where I'm staying now, I've socialized them a great deal since they were kittens are they are pretty cool (though not very bright, especially one lol). But sometimes I think about the cats who spent so many years with me and it's tough. I hope things go as easy as possible.