Was drinking a few beers and decided it would be ok to just buy a bottle of captain morgan but my mom told the liquor store to stop serving me when I was 18 because I had a few months of heavy drinking at that time and she couldn't stand it. I'm 21 now and didn't bother going to the liquor store.

I realize that alcohol completely kills my ability to sleep so it's not a good vice for me even though I'm able to just have a few drinks without going overboard because it's not my drug of choice. I just use it for anxiety but it makes me feel too weird.

No meth cravings which is my drug of choice so that's good.

I took 3mg Ativan two days ago because I felt anxious but not anxious anymore so I wont be taking that.

Took two puffs of weed but it makes me way too anxious so that keeps me away from it.

The only thing I'm drawn towards is low doses of LSD and MDMA so my mom has to control my bank account so I don't order them online.

I don't know how long she's going to do it and I don't know how long I'll be drawn to serotonergics either.