oh nooo i am so sorry that it is cancer. it's the one thing you dreaded the most. you must be so devastated and scared.
when my mother got breast cancer i did a lot of reading and started to learn about health and disease. try to eat healthy and cut out dairy, sugar, processed foods as much as possible, and eat lots of green leafy vegetables. here is one person my friend steered me to- a doctor who cured her own cancer. she is very religious and that might not be everyone's belief but she also had some good common sense info. i ordered her dvd.
Dr. Lorraine Day's Personal, Official Web Site - Her Amazing Recovery from Cancer.

here is another site http://search.mercola.com/results.aspx?q=cancer

there is hope. try to google and find out about alternative treatments. i wish i had more links for you but i wanted to post quickly. huuuugs