eskie - My ability to be negative towards myself is off the charts. Things I would never think about anybody else I direct towards me. Like I have some kind of internal cesspit. I had great teachers.

Anyhoo - I have ordered the book (face plant) and hope it has pictures in it. Or I will get some-one to help me to put into pictures.

If I think about a tree and the garden and everything that it entails I have no difficulty in understanding life lessons from that. Only very recently I have come to understand that I am not stupid. Who knew?

Hoping that the book will help me to check in with the facts. Going outside now to wait by the letter box for it to come.