Yes I really want to be more straightforward too. But at the same time I feel this resistance and hold back or don't say things...and I ask myself "girl, you are paying for this, why not tell things?". But I guess this resistance is normal and something that some clients do. And therapists too expect resistance from clients (are they expecting it at some point right?). When I resist like this I feel guilty because I'm worried I'm wasting the T time.