I had a kitten I sprayed with flea spray and he was dying and I had a psychiatrist that told me I could take extra xanax because dealing with a death is very very hard and it would have cost me over 3000 to get Stuart help at the vet hospital. Luckily Stuart is still alive, even though they told me there was a 90% chance he would die within 48 hours. But when he was so sick I was a wreck. I know how it feels.