((((((agony))))))
I'm so sorry you are in pain. I'm right there with you, though. I love it when I sleep while I'm in this state because it's the only time I can escape. But Mrs. Moggles is right, it is a slippery slope. I understand. No one IRL understands me, though, which is why I come here. This will pass, so just hang on with me Take care!