My wife has been the love of my life, for 20 years together. The last 8 years have been hell. My love never wavered through the first 5 years of postpartum psychosis.


Then the first manic episode snuck up on me, which I was not prepared to recognize. She completely closed off herself and completely ignored me and the kids for 3 months and often wanted to be alone. Then she wanted a divorce, and still did not tell me why. On the 4th month after she started to noticed she was torturing me, she told me she is in love with the certain Hollywood actor. Then the real torture began. She started masturbating, sometimes all night, something I have not seen her do before. I could not take this torture and demanded to talk. Eventually, I convinced her to open up and she did. The details she described, have never been written in any books.

Eventually my wife kicked me out and filed for divorce as she wanted to marry the Hollywood actor. I came across an incredible girl, 15 years younger than me, and that many years wise than me. She gave me solace in my grief of the lost family. God, she loved me more than my wife ever did!

After 4 months of struggling on her own, my wife wanted me back. I told her I have a girlfriend and she still wanted me back, and I immediately returned. I later realized she was disappointed in the beloved Hollywood actor for not winning an Oscar, and she realized she was in love with the new actor that won an Oscar in the same category.

My wife was good to me for 1 month and reverted to torturing me unconsciously for 2 years now. She has grown out of the second Hollywood actor a bit and displays occasionally fake love towards me, which even the kids realize is fake. She is happy with her imaginary world. All this time she has been taking the best medication that works for her after 8 years of experimentation.

Kids are a mess from the stress my wife creates. The kids are the only support and real life joy for my wife. The kids become hysterical at the first mention of the word divorce.

The stress of the situation, completely sucked the life out of me. I could not work at my demanding job. We bankrupted and moved.

The girlfriend from 3 years ago has come back and tells me she loves me dearly despite me leaving her. She is super fun, adventurous, extremely loving, and most importantly motivates me to concur the world. She wants to be with me for ever and loves the idea of taking care of my kids.

In a heartbeat, I have sprung up to life. The girlfriend will probably be a savior to me, but for the life of me I cannot get the strength to leave my wife, who needs help. Possibly, the kids and I need more help, as we are stuck in an ugly reality.