At the moment I'm trying to get my frustration in order since I seem to get annoyed at things. The one thing I can't stand is loud noise: when people talk very very loudly and yell. I'll try to relax but I can't seem too. It makes me feel on edge and I can't seem to relax around those people. I love peace and quiet since I'm normally a quiet person. The moment I realize I'm grumpy, I talk very loud and notice it's because I fear as if something bad will happen to me whenever I'm around those people who are yelling or talking loudly. I suffer with PTSD too so it messes with my mood swings a lot.

Now I try to get away from those kind of people. They wear me out and I'll always end up taking a nap afterwards from being drained.