This t relationship is so hard sometimes. I feel so much of what you said, rainbow. I remember one time awhile back maybe a year or so ago, I looked right at my t and said "What ARE you to me, that I can't just walk out that door and not feel like I NEED you?!" She responded "Maybe the question is actually, what are we to each other?" She is so fearless in her questions. There is no way in hades I could have EVER phrased the question that way, but that's of course what I meant.

We still have not really fully discussed that, come to think of it...