They don’t want me to talk to her. Other people who had ever worked with her are allowed to. Even other people who were fired are allowed in the store as customers. They don’t have to wait at least 90 days. I’m afraid for my remaining job. Until I get into the root of my strong feelings towards whoever I look up to, I’ll end up finding a new target. My counselor is helping with that. I’m guessing it has to do with being called stupid all the time. Idk...

My counselor also said most people don’t even have the strong feelings I have. Ultimately, the goal is to do away with that feeling. Long road ahead.