I just took the sanity quiz for a second time. It showed that what I struggle with the most is self esteem. So you are not alone. You are valuable because you are you. It has nothing to do with weight, motivation ect. It's time to accept yourself as you are before you can work on your goals. Love yourself...big hugs, I know how hard it is to actually put this into action, but I believe in you. You will get through this!