Mrsmoggles, it's just like Cyrano and I were talking about, both sides of the dichotomy have to work out for me, that's how I am. I feel guilty not to have a social life, but I'm somewhat awkward, and I have to work hard at keeping friends, which takes away from my other goals.

On top of that, I have plenty of other issues. I just feel like I can't handle life sometimes. I don't know what to do, and it's not getting better.