I feel so weird. I realized today that it’s been 3 weeks since my last session with RoboT. It feels like an eternity. So many things have changed. I’ve lost so much. My cats are gone. Friendships have changed/been ruined.

I wish that I could find some semblance of peace again. That things didn’t feel awful constantly. That my friends didn’t hate me. That I could cuddle with my cats.