I want to support my mother, but I am feeling the weight of Too Much. Meanwhile, my stuff is ongoing, and intensifying. I don't see R for two weeks, and besides, this isn't what R is there for. I'm too ****ing good at holding it together...when do I get to fall apart?
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'Somewhere up above the great divide
Where the sky is wide, and the clouds are few
A man can see his way clear to the light
'You have all the grace you need for today, and today is all that matters.' - Steve Austin