im ok, u no i am. yes i have cut pretty deep on two occasions recently thats not why im making this post.

but, idk is anyone else slightly depressed at the realisation that alot of their friends do cut. i feel so guilty. someone told me last night. i felt so bad because i knew nothing and could not stop him.

i feel so guilty and worried that i want to cut.

not very constructive is it

oh and i am trying my hardest to stop another from starting. but hey. im a hypocrite. idk
how can a person take u seriously when u say not to do it and you do it. im thinking of the scare tactic but i have tried that and idk.
all i want to do is rip myself to shreds

just idk. i guess self destruction is fun to do or something.

URGH!
come to think of it too. who else is sick of posers - those who say OMG i cut myself!!!! ooh ooh look at meeee.
*looks at supposed wound*
u stupid girl i make more of an injury from a pencil

grrr
im just so frustrated atnothing in particular
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