SO recently i disocvered something monumental. I been under the illusion that I have been controlling people and making them do things against their will. For years I have been doing this successfully too. However recently i have found that these are projections emitted from my mind. I just recently had a major break down and hallucinated all kinds of things. I couldnt look at people without seeing them appear in many different versions. I found that these projections, these halluicinations, cycled thru my various delusional states. My mind was keeping a record of them. I appeared like everyone knew my thoughts and could see them clearly. I could see their body language talk to me, and hear voices tell me all about it. I found out finally that this is not real. None of it is. Its just my mind playing tricks on me. So I been being sober minded lately, and not believing the lies. People are normal, and soon so will I be normal too. I am quite elated to discover that none of those old delusions are even real. I was just sick and now I am healing.