Sounds like you have too much on your plate right now hon.
Lets forget about "better person"..."contributing"...and concentrate on Kerry breathing calmly for starters.
You are not useless! You can forget about that too!
You are a very kind and giving person! Everyone knows that!
I have to work now dear one...I will pray for you on my long drive...
hugs of care...
d.
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