I’m on the woooooo train! But I can’t trust it. I’m super ****ing pumped up. Like whoa woo. I feel INVINCIBLE!!! But it goes back and forth. I went into a rage in the parking lot today because everyone was driving like an asshole. Then I drove so fast to my father in law’s that I got there in a half hour (should take 45 minutes). He was tolerable at least. I stopped at my sister in laws house for awhile. I was in control those two places because I think my energy drains into other people when I’m around them. It’s when I’m by myself that I’m FLYING HIGH BABY.

I bought $100 worth of clothes online yesterday. Cool bc it was payday so no worries. I just want to shop! I also bought face wash and a mask from Lush. I can’t figure out hat else to buy!

I’ve done jack **** on my homework. I’m gonna have a **** ton to do tomorrow and Monday. But I’m supposed to go out with the guy I’m seeing tomorrow. Fourth date woo! Not sure if I really like him. He’s nice but I’m not sure. Taking things slow. Although I do want to kiss him and if I’m still hypo I ****ing will! Not gonna wait for his awkward *** to do it!! Haha he’s great though.

I’m drinking tonight! I know I shouldn’t on depakote and with an ulcer but fuuuuuck that! Don’t care! I’m bored as **** and need some entertainment. No one to talk to right now!

I know I should take extra depakote to tamp this down but it’s soooo much fun and I bet I’ll be a normie again tomorrow. Nooooo worries!