My dad's abusive, but verbally rather than physical. So, by that fact, I should be "safe" for the most part. I have no plans of going into a group home or anything of that nature. I don't really want to bother my T, especially when I know he probably can't help. I'm taking my meds like should.

I just can't be a burden to everyone like this anymore. I can't ****ing do it. It's time for me to stop being a parasite to everyone I care about. Time for me to back off so they can be happy.