Being abused (physically, emotionally, or sexually) hurts a lot no matter when it occurs really, but when we're already struggling hard to find the motivation to continue with life.....that's when we need some help.

Have you and your doc ever talked about what to do in circumstances like these before? {I had to agree to a "contract" with my T a couple of times. Times when I was feeling tired of continuing to try getting better.} I am sure that your doc wants you to reach out to him in times of desperation.

If you don't want to reach out to extended family or friends, then maybe you should give that lifeline number a call now. They have kind, caring associates there whose sole purpose for being there is to help those who are wanting to stop fighting to get better.

National Suicide Prevention Lifeline toll-free at 800-273-8255

You are in my thoughts ~ please stay safe.