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Originally Posted by Só leigheas
My dad's abusive, but verbally rather than physical. So, by that fact, I should be "safe" for the most part. I have no plans of going into a group home or anything of that nature. I don't really want to bother my T, especially when I know he probably can't help. I'm taking my meds like should.
I just can't be a burden to everyone like this anymore. I can't ****ing do it. It's time for me to stop being a parasite to everyone I care about. Time for me to back off so they can be happy.
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What brought all this on. Issues between you and your mom? What makes you think you are being a parasite to people you care about? You are a very caring person and I see why people care so much about you. It might not be the people that you would pick to care but people do care, like me. We don't know each other that well but I do know you set your self aside to recently help a friend. You support people here when you are hurting yourself. You're a good person. You just need to find an alternative living arrangement because you are never going to be happy there. You may tolerate it for a while but then you get down , like you are now, and you see no way out.
Maybe you should go to the hospital and talk to them. Just do whatever you have to do to stay safe tonight and re-evaluate it tomorrow. Please reach for help.
