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Old Oct 22, 2017, 08:32 AM
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Originally Posted by JessLynn View Post
I have been having the most vivid dreams about buying and using :/ It's actually quite upsetting to wake up from and realize it's all gone. Not only that, but to wake up to the nausea and depression again. Not really sure if I have the flu or if I'm just that depressed lately. Lol. Debating on actually going into the meeting tonight. Maybe.
Please go to the meeting. And step through the door. It's other people like you who want to help.

When I have those dreams I wake up worried that I violated my sobriety (3 days until it will have been 4 months) and then relieved when I realize it was just a dream.

Sorry about the depression but if it is accompanied by nausea and that doesn't subside pretty quickly I would see a doctor. We have to be careful not to assume every problem is MH related.
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