Do not feel bad , at all
I have been on SSDI for 5 years now, Between BP and Fibro pain I just can not hold down fulltime or either part time employment.
My husband has been on SSDI for almost a year now... Due to severe neuropathy in his legs and feet , and now he is on Oxygen...
Do I like being on it ? Hell No .. It basically has us living in poverty level.. It sucks.
If you need help you need help.