Congrats on 30 days!
I'll give you the advice my boyfriend gave me the other day. Take it one day at a time. If today is 31, there is no other number besides 31. Do not think about 32, do not think about 60, only think about 31. Does that make sence.
Everytime I call my b/f crying because I want to so bad he tells me to just think about whatever day i'm on.
PM me if you'd like.