Oh raspberry, I am so sorry that Murphy is not doing well. I have lost many of my precious cats over the years and my oldest one, who is 18, has cancer so it's a day-by-day thing.

Losing a pet is sheer hell, I won't lie. I have found, though, that death can be a bit like birth...it is a blessing to have been best friends with a cat and have the privilege of being there as it transitions from this world. Love, love, love...there is always that.

I wish you and Murphy the greatest peace.