hi! Rosario

im just gonna toss in diet as a possible factor... when stressed i can forget about basic self care.... not eating, poor sleep... so poorer 'chemical' quality..

a lot of physical health factors contribute i think, our bodies are each unique... some are healthy in one area but need development in others... personally, i dont like my kneecaps... does that depress me? yeah, body image has been a contributor...

guess that goes back to stress... stress is a high contributor for me... plus others..

some of it is genetic.... i wonder.... was there an original, undepressed seed of life?

i am going to imagine there was, but could i hope to achieve that purity in this life? no chance....

i'm going for longevity within a comfortable lifestyle....

ramble on.....