Should I continue with this fetish?
I went out again last night. Fully geared up I performed the same type of stunts I usually do. Jumping from the bike I tumbled along the tarmac untill I stopped. I got back on it and wheelied untill I fell off backwards. Lastly I did a jump resulting in me crashing on landing. All my gear did its job well and protected me. Thankfully I walked away un injured again. The thrill I get from doing this doesn't reduce and I'm not putting anyone else at risk other than myself. The temptation to do bigger stunts is still there but luckily I'm able to stop myself for now.
Before and during these sessions I don't see anything wrong with it but afterwards, when the adrenaline has gone I wonder if I should seek help for this fetish.
Stopping is not an option at the minute!!