Thanks for the hugs.
But seeing there are no comments, I feel hopeless. It’s not about making a comment, but about a personal sign of validation to what I’m feeling. Sometimes I tell myself to eventually trust my own feelings, but seeing no responses made me question whether what I am experiencing is really a “sign” or just a bitter-sweet reminder?

Yesterday I had a moment where those feelings intensified again and wondered if they mean she’s nearby. I looked a bit and saw a figure walking away which looked similar to her. However I couldn’t see her face, and when she was gone, the feelings lessened.