yesterday I ended another friendship.

I sort of didn't mean too, I wanted to tell him something but was too anxious too so it came out all wrong and now he hates me.

so, okay.. it didn't really come out at all. we ended up about arguing about something else entirely, shared some bitter words with each other- and that's that.

I feel really guilty about it, but.. well, some of these things you jave to do for the best, right?

i'm starving.

yesterday's dinner didn't fill me up in the slightest- and I am running out of food here (is it almost wednesday?)

my family emailed me this morning with more harsh words, which sort of ruined my day (I'm planning to post in the childhood emotional neglect section about it)

it is still raining from storm brian. their's still a little left

never got round to ordering the headphones either. maybe do that today?