So I feel sad. I had hoped to rent an apartment with her (she lives with her parents atm). We get along very well. She is a little avoidant, like me, so we don't mind being ignored from time to time. We are also very similar in politics, etc. She's probably the only person I truly get along with.

Well, she has to do what she wants. That is imperative for me as well. I just don't want to have to move in with an annoying stranger. Or my brother, who would probably not let me stay anyway.

Times like these I wish I weren't so emotionally stunted. I marvel at people who have significant others--at the very least, they are not alone when they graduate.

Maybe it's for the best. Every time I hang out with her, I eat too much.