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Old Oct 23, 2017, 04:59 PM
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Location: new york
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I think what you are saying is true. I have had these traits since grade school. I did what I had to do to get through school, but always with symptoms. I wasmarried, but am widowed now. I am on total disability. At 58 years old, and doing battle with these symptoms all my life, I think I need to learn how to live with them. I am exhausted with the fighting.
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I am an RN who is now not working and on permanent disability (SSD) for PTSD.
Current meds:
Buspar
Citalopram
Quetiapine (for sleep)
I currently isolate everyday. I am ok with that, but some times feel lonely. However, I do not want to have a relationship in the real world in person as people make me nervous. I have trust issues.