I'm not sure if this belongs here (I'm very sorry if it doesn't). But basically, I was wondering what medications people are on and if they help? I've been on a different combination of meds since I was 14 (I'm 29 now). I don't know if its just "me" or the medications that make me who I am. I mean, I remember my life was so different, better, happier when I was a child. Once I started the meds, I cant remember if they helped me or just CHANGED me. Can that happen? Can the medications change who you are as a person? Especially if you started them during your "developmental" ages? I don't know who I am. I haven't for a while but it's getting worse. I feel completely void of emotions, or I get emotions for things that aren't relevant. It's hard to explain. I feel like I cant fall in love, I feel like .... nothing....but I don't know if getting off the meds after all these years will help or make things worse? I take A LOT of meds BUT I've tried every combination by now. Does anyone else have this problem? I've tried tapering off by myself but it's really hard for me.