i switched 3 times today i think
i just didnt resist; go to sleep it said
and i just walked away from everything and went to sleep

but im ok right now, trying not to worry...
don't need to think about how i am going to take care of the stuff i need to take care of...
but if i dont worry/think about it i don't know how its going to get done...

just blank it out, i am ok