After being on 15 mg of Zyprexa for a little I'm not looking forward to dropping it back to 10 mg. I have to because the higher dose causes my eating disorder to flare up really bad. I wish there was a happy medium. It's so nice not to be paranoid and calm. I told my husband to wait to pick up my meds tomorrow. I don't want this feeling to go away but I gain weight and am too sleepy on 15 mg. but I'm nicer, calmer, and not so afraid of everything. It just sucks. Psychosis sucks and I have no one to talk to about this. Everyone want's me on 10.