Boogie, I get hella lonely too, I havent dated in 5 years and before that I didnt have a problem in that department. But now I realize I must really work on myself to get to the place where I could date at all. Since Im taking the steps now to take care of myself, Im hoping in a year or two Ill be able to take that step out there.

I think if u started to focus on getting healthy and the best version of u that u wont seem as lonely as you will be engaged on getting better.

Just think if u got the kung fu or other things you do to get in shape in 3 months or so n u could be ready in no time. I know your back is jacked up, hope that is better and can do things as u seem like if u got going you could get much stronger both physically n mentally.