I have Medicaid and get a food card every month. I’m also waiting on my SSDI case. Yea it’s damn hard. I usually end up borrowing money from my dad a lot of times. But If I got a job and lost my Medicaid, I’d be screwed and it will just be another job waisted when I go loony on the job again. If I lost healthcare I’d probably end up in long term IP.

It is a little rough when people “notice” that I don’t work. On fb the other day, I checked in at a place I was at with my dad, eating lunch. A friend commented “I assume you don’t work because you’re always at home or out running errands”. So I told him what I tell everyone else “well I help my dad with his company blah blah blah”.

Embarrassing? Most of the time. But do I need the help? Damn right.