thank you, Hoping. I just cannot eat when I am upset or stressed. I can't eat at all and I stop taking care of myself. I am still physically shaking from the upset. That's how upset I am. I called psychics and one said that someone more worthy will come around in the warmer weather, but another said it will very very difficult for me to find a marriage partner. Great. Just what i needed to hear. But I know deep down that my ex is not worthy of me or my heart. I am trying to keep that perspective, but I am so hurt by his words about his other ex. Did he really need to tell me that he loved her more than me? That was just cruelty. It's just so very painful right now, i don't even know how to function.