In the relationship forum, I wrote about my recent break up with my boyfriend.
Now I cannot eat, I cannot focus, I have a constant feeling of anxiety and panic, and I'm depressed. I don't know how to shift my focus back to work and actually be productive. My emotional upset has interfered entirely with my ability to function.
I finally forced myself to eat some cereal, and will have to force feed myself dinner. But I am devastated to say the least, over what he has done to me and I feel punched in the stomach, like the wind was knocked out of me. I cannot cope with this at all. All the lies.... the conning, and I fed right into ALL of it. I believed his lies and I believed that he's never loved anyone more, which wasn't true at all.
How do I cope??? How do I function again?
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