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Originally Posted by BirdDancer
I agree with the advice given above, but as for if and/or when you get some new diagnosis, that really depends on the doctor. Know that if the doctor thinks you've diagnosed yourself, they may want to really be sure you're not exaggerating anything. Not that you would. Heck, I don't know you. But I know some people have. Honestly, bipolar disorder is not exactly a winning diagnosis. The medications can be a real pain in the butt. In the end, you just want to resolve your psychiatric issues. If it is bipolar, then I certainly hope you get the right dx and medications that really help you.
I've only ever gone into an IOP if my psychiatrist thinks I need very Intensive therapy and doctor supervision (3 days per week). Hospitalizations are very serious. If you're not in crisis, then you probably won't go unless you need to major detox from drugs or alcohol before starting new medications.
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I agree that bipolar is no winning diagnosis, but I'm totally prepared for it. Since my first *major* mixed episode, I've been generally getting worse and a diagnosis at this point is someI need (whatever the diagnosis is...) so I can begin treatment. I am at a huge risk right now for losing my job and sanity, frankly, so anything I can do to start legitimate recovery will be a blessing.
I am not trying to diagnose myself, but short of borderline personality disorder (my therapist has explicitly stated that I do not have BPD), I don't know what else in mental health that explains my symptoms after having researched, and researched, ad nauseum.
I'll be honest, the side effects of the medications scare the crap out of me, but I generally respond well with different meds so I'm willing to at least give it a shot at this juncture.
Thank you for your kind response, I'll keep you all updated!
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Diagnosed as having Bipolar II on 25 Oct 2017
Taking: Risperidone 1 mg, Lamotrigine 25 mg
Riding on the bipolarcoaster since 1983